(Photography by Jennafifi)
Sometimes I wish I didn’t think so much…
Sometimes I wish I’d think more before I speak…
Sometimes I wish I was traveling the world; or at least the US…
Sometimes I wish I could just be home for a whole week…
Sometimes I wish for the rain to never leave…
Sometimes I wish for the sun to always stay…
Sometimes I wish I knew what to eat…
Sometimes I wish I never had to eat again…
Sometimes I wish God would blatantly show me the way…
Sometimes I wish ignorance never faded…
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I use to wish for everything, and everything was for me. All of my wishes were self-centered or wished in times of despair. I turned my wishes into prayers and the selfishness started to fade, and instead of praying in times of trouble only, I’ve started praying in times of utter joy and happiness with thanksgiving. There are plenty of times when I pray out of desperation, and lots of times I pray for selfish things, but I have learned that God is good, so good, and that I never have to worry as long as I go to Him for everything.
Today I learned and realized some important, eye opening, things: When you surrender your life to Him, Christ, everything else will come…surrendering your life doesn’t mean God will send you to Africa…He will make your ministry from where you are in life and by what you love doing, and He will give you the desires of your heart; and will, for the better, change those desires…and, when it comes to finding the right guy/girl, when you live for Christ and do the things you love, as you grow and mature and are unknowingly being prepared, He will lead your significant other into your life at the perfect time…you never have to worry.
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“fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.“ Isaiah 41:10 (ESV)
Raindrops come fall down on my head
Show me how to let go
As you fall I see my burdens heavy
And they make me tremble
As thunder roars and lightening flashes
There is a peaceful silence all around
That silence is the Lord thy God
As raindrops fall to the the ground…
Have a wonderful evening and a blessed rest of the week! Much love.